Thursday, September 10, 2015

Love - Acrostic 3

Love - Acrostic 3

L aughing at the redundant and
O rdinary ways in which we
V oice our
E ternal love for each other



© Adam Levon Brown


Excerpt from the book "Cadence of Cupid"

Never Forget

 Never Forget

"I...I..love you."
The first time I uttered those words to you...
you smiled at me...and then punched me
You then said, "It took you long enough."
We both laughed for an hour after that, 
telling jokes and making fun of the entire situation
 We were young, we were scared
But with each other, we were free
That memory will always be with me
 And you....I could never forget you....

Broken

Broken

You came back to me, crawling on your knees
You begged and you pleaded and I still said no
It took everything in my broken being to reject
the one I care most about
But I had to....
It was too much...
Too much had happened....
I tried to forgive, I tried to forget
But the stinging bite of betrayal
burned through any hope of us
getting back together
I wished you the best
and then I left, a trail
of regret and pride behind,
never see to see you again.

First Kiss

 First Kiss

Our first kiss, the one kiss I still remember
in the movie theater...with the lights dimmed.
We were watching, "Titanic" and the scene with
the car sex came onto the screen
She grabbed my hand a bit tighter
and pulled it closer to her lap
She then turned her face to me
I could feel her hot breath on my cheek
I turned my head to see two galaxies
brimming with color staring back at me
I reached in my head close to hers
she hesitated...
but then with force, wrapped her lips
around mine
I kissed back, taking my hand out of hers,
and placed it on her face, gently caressing it
while my lips moved like oceans
when it was over, we stared into each others eyes for
what seemed like a split second...
and then the credits to the movie started to roll

Perfectly Imperfect

 Perfectly Imperfect

She is perfectly imperfect
She makes mistakes in the cutest ways
When she spills a drink...she will start
smiling, and say, " Food for the bacteria" before cleaning it up
When she smiles, you can see the gap between
her two front teeth, which happen to be in the shape
of a heart
The way she always stumbles in heels
you can tell she has had little to no practice
wearing them
She is perfectly imperfect
and I hope she never changes

Fiery Winds

 Fiery Winds

I find more and more of my thoughts
consumed by the fire in your eyes
I dare not look directly into them
for fear of being burnt alive
Yet I can't fully look away
or my heart may become cold
I admit, I am intimidated by you
But this is also the reason I am
so enraptured by you
You are a hurricane
a force to be reckoned with,
sweeping up everything in your path
while everyone stands helpless with wonder

I see

 I see

My dreams are of halycon skies,
crystalline waterfalls; golden trees;
rainbows with colors you can only imagine;
and yet when I awaken next to you...I see all of these things,
staring into your beautiful eyes 

The One

 The One

Alluring bodies are nice
but a good, caring soul is hard to come by
A quick wit is attractivebut a kindred spirit who will always be by your side
and have your back whenever you need them is invaluable
A person with a lot of material wealth is sensible to be with
but someone who can make you laugh and smile on your
darkest days is irreplaceable.

Overboard

 Overboard

Drifting through the seas of loneliness
I search for an island...a refuge
Of all things I could find, I find you,flailing 
your arms in desperation, searching
for some means of rescue
We latch onto each other, 
creating a human flotation device
We float for hours through the unforgiving sea
but together we are content
We happen upon an island filled
with everything we could ever want
And that, is what love is all about

Reassembing

 Reassembling

Picking up the pieces of what is left
gazing at the remains of my broken heart
stretching to reassemble from the theft
stringing together each remaining part
though I loved, my was just a test
my heart, a test comparable to Gordion's knot
you passed and shot an arrow through my chest
my heart, a war which you fought, and fought.
Final surrender to that sorrow that is....
Love...

Eternally

 Eternally

Love is the beginning, as surely as it is the end
wherever you find it, cherish it.
Whenever you lose it, do not despair,
for surely it will find you again.
The feeling I feel for you is best summed up
as the equivalent of the sun rising on a snowy day
and warming you both inside and out
No poem, no stanza, no rhyme could ever describe
the way you brighten my darkest days
You are my starlight on a pitch black night
which guides me home
I will always stand by your side through thick and thin
I am yours, eternally.

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

What I miss

 What I miss

What I miss...
The strawberry smell of her auburn hair
The way she walked with a slight tilt in her hips
The way she would grab onto my arm while watching horror films
The way she comforted me whenever I was down
What i miss the most?
The fact that she chose every day of her finite life to be by my side
I will see her on the other side one day...

Love-Acrostic 2

 Love-Acrostic 2

Latching onto the pieces
Of a broken heart while
Vying for the attention it needs forever and
Evermore

Steel Heart

 Steel Heart

I had a heart of steel
yet yours was a heart of molten lava
No matter the circumstance, my heart
would melt and bend to you
I tried to resist loving you
but it was all in vain 
My heart was eventually enveloped 
in your love...and after that, there was no
turning back
What once was steel, has become pewter
easier to mold, but also easier to love

Pierced

Pierced

Our love was the envy of human,
demon, and seraph alike
It destroyed my soul when it finally ended
It ended so quickly that the wind was knocked
from my chest
It took only five words
Those five words, a spear through my heart
"I don't love you anymore"
You uttered them with such casualness
I understood the words perfectly
The problem was...that I was still deeply in love

Believe

Believe

I used to think of love...
as just a four letter word
that was tossed around meaninglessly
That was..until I met her...
She brightened my sky
She sweetened my solitude
She broke all barriers that my
heart once held so dearly
I was swept into a maelstrom
of elation, so high, that I thought
I'd never set foot on the ground again
She changed me for the better
Now I believe in possibilities
I believe in tomorrow
I believe in love....

If only

If only

I have tread the waters of time, 
the flames of avarice,
and the winds of doubt
I have searched forever for someone like you
And yet you are still out of reach
I wish only to caress your hair with my hand
and tell you how you are the most beautiful pearl
in all of Earth's oceans
I wish to hold your hand in mine
and just sit together, while I read you
love poetry of the ancients
I wish to walk side by side with you
in the most beautiful garden,
although even the most magnificent garden
would pale in comparison to your beauty
 If only you could be mine....
If only.....

Crushed

 Crushed

That moment you told me that
you had cheated one me...
My heart burst into one million pieces
I was dizzy....I had to sit down
Was our perfect relationship not as 
perfect as I had imagined it in my head?
I felt betrayed
I left the room at that point and
just cried
I cried for an hour and
when I finally got a hold of myself,
I asked you to leave
After bathing in the torrid waters of agony for a week,
I emerged into the brilliance of life
 I came out stronger, bolder, and heartier
I was fragile before
but now I am strong
I am strong enough to finally forgive you
and move on with my life

Healing Love

 Healing love

I remember when you used to 
make those funny faces and talk
in that funny voice
Whatever hardship I was going through,
seemed to melt away at the hearing of your voice
You were my protection
You were my guard
No matter the seemingly insurmountable
negative emotions that plagued me,
you could always get a smile out of me
I call that healing love

Protection

 Protection

That moment we kissed
while the rain was pouring heavily around us
Our only protection from the rain
was a small wooden bridge
The rain symbolized the hardships
that we went through
and the bridge symbolized our love
We needed no protection, other than that bridge
as we needed nothing else but each others love

Envelop

 Envelop

It would seem that some
invisible force draws us together
Every little thing I see and hear
reminds me of your laughter and your smile
I try to forget about you
I try to stay away,
but it would seem that something
greater than us has different plans
Call it love, call it destiny
All I know is that...
 You envelop my soul

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

My Goddess

My Goddess

One smile from your beautiful lips
could move me to climb Everest
One glance from your sapphire eyes
could get me to swim the length of the Atlantic
One flip of your hair
could have me on my knees
I bow to your beauty
My love, my darling
My Goddess

Restraint

Restraint

Put your hand near the flame
and you will be warmed
Decide to be greedy and put your hand
in the flame, and you will be burned
The same can be applied to love
You have to demonstrate restraint
and be gentle, while offering yourself
If you try to grab at the flame in impatience,
you will be burned
Just as if you expect everything from someone,
you will be disappointed


Fated

Fated


These words are pulled from my very aching heart
What you didn't know is that you were wrong from the start
Looking deeply into your eyes, I know that we could never part
Being without you is the most lonely prison, and feels like being stung by a poison dart

A dart that injures, and sometimes even kills the soul
It leaves you with pain and heart full of ash and coal
The poison flows through your veins and takes its toll
to destroy everything you ever loved is its only goal

A goal of such spite and anger can never truly be sated
Death is the only product of such blood lust and your life is forever fated
to be ended in a horrific way, love is the only cure and love cannot be dated



© Adam Levon Brown

Monday, September 7, 2015

Love is like

Love is like 

love is like 
standing outside during a lightning
storm holding a large metal pole
You are bathed in the healing rain
and you are able to experience the 
wind on your face, the heightened
emotions filling you with adrenaline
But at the same time, there is always
a chance that you may be struck by lightning
stopping your heart...and ending it 
all in a single, brilliant flash.
Heartbreak comes like that.
What you have to decide is
if it's worth the risk.

Wings

 Wings

My heart is flying on its own
with wings of a cherub, granted 
by your love
You elevate me beyond the sky
My heart sings with the stars
and dances with the moon
Without you, my heart would rest
on the ground, troubled by the daily
turmoil of life
With you, my heart eclipses the sun
You are the rhyme, you are the reason
Please....
Don't ever leave

© Adam Levon Brown 

Is this love?

 Is this love?

The way you kiss me sends
shivers down my spine
and shakes me to my very core
The way you look into my eyes
with your eyes saying, "I love you"
elicits feelings of joy and excitement
I don't know what I did to deserve you,
but I plan on keeping you as mine for
as long as possible
If you were to leave tomorrow,
I don't know how I could go on.
Is this love?

 © Adam Levon Brown

Purgatory

 Purgatory

The heavens themselves cry out
when we are apart
Hell below us trembles in fear
when we are together
Our love is a force to be reckoned with
Every time we kiss, angels join together
and play halycon melodies behind their golden gates
The dark lord himself weeps in sorrow, for
he knows that not even he can separate such
a perfect love
One "I love you" keeps both the heavenly and hellish away
We shall spend forever together in this purgatory known as love

 © Adam Levon Brown

One more time

 One More Time

I would follow you into the depths of hell itself,
if only to continue seeing your beauty
If I had one wish, I would wish to spend eternity
in your sweet embrace, while the universe fell to ruins
around us
I would journey all around the earth
To just steal one kiss from you
I would do anything to smell that scent,
the scent of you, just one more time

© Adam Levon Brown

Your love is my savior


 Your love is my savior

My vision blurs when you're out of sight
You are my guiding light in this dystopian
world fraught with misery and pain
My heart depends on your voice
to soothe its emotional injuries
My broken courage relies on your
caresses to wash away my worries, and
to take away all of these thoughts
that bring me to my knees
You are the answer to all of my questions
You bring about the last breath to my demons
and usher in the angels which help me to my feet 



 © Adam Levon Brown

Almost Perfect

Almost Perfect

 It's almost perfect, the way she sees the world, like
its a place for hopeful beginnings and happy endings
It's almost perfect, the way she talks to me and the
way she soothes me with her lullaby that promises
that everything will be alright
It's almost Perfect the way she smiles, that one
small gesture brightening my entire day
Perfection is unattainable...
but she comes as close to perfect
as you can ever get.

 © Adam Levon Brown

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Fish out of Water

Fish out of Water

I sat and reminisced of times when I wasn't 
in despair
The only consolation I had was my 
will and my strength to see me through another dark day
You plucked me from the waters of
agony like a fish from the sea
you gutted my emotional pain on the shores of anguish
and you threw away my melancholic waste like
a true fisherman of love
You put the rest of me on the fire of hope and
set me ablaze with a passion I could not control;
the heat extinguishing any self doubt that I held onto
The moment you tasted my infatuated flesh, I became you
and you became me
But like a fish out of water, I yearned to be released back
into my wretchedness
I pushed you away like you were a twisted dream
to mock my loneliness
I felt solace with you
But like a true fish, I receded and fought my way back to the waters
 and never again found
true security

 © Adam Levon Brown

Give

 Give

I have only my heart to give
my body will die
my mind will decay
My soul will ascend
My love for you is...
Forever

© Adam Levon Brown

Belongs to you

 Belongs to You

My heart belongs in my journal
along with my pen
the two meld together
the mixture of blood and ink
drips onto the pages, symbolizing
my fleeting thoughts and emotions
 Every time I spill my ink
my thoughts are of you
 You see...my words are yours
and therefore so is my heart
it belongs to you

 © Adam Levon Brown

When you are gone

 When you are gone

when you are gone...
I feel the walls closing in within me
When you are gone...
The sky darkens and I am left with no sun
When you are gone...
My soul cries its most agonizing cry
When you are gone...
I look to the sky for answers
When you are gone...
I am on my knees, begging for relief

When you are gone...

 © Adam Levon Brown

Thursday, September 3, 2015

Four Letter Word

Four Letter Word

Love...
a four letter word offering
safety and comfort with just one syllable
The power of the word love is something
mystical and magical and can change lives
Love...
Emotional genius in one emotion,
showing just how human one can be

 © Adam Levon Brown


Cadence of Cupid

 Cadence of Cupid

Arrows of love flying at booming speed
Beware, if one strikes you, take heed
You will fall in love, instantly infected
by the cadence of cupid, so sweetly inflected
For millenia, Cupid has worked at and perfected
his shot, which will hit like a freight train
all the way from your heart to your brain,
nullifying all sorrow and pain
Listen to the cadence of Cupid and be saved
by the trials of this world that, with love, can be braved

 © Adam Levon Brown

Memories of You

 Memories of You

Memories of you brighten up this dark day
How I wish you could come here and stay
To you, there's so much left to say
Even the heaviest price I'd want to pay

Just to feel you next to me one more time
This feeling is stronger than any word or rhyme
You see, you have committed the most devious crime

Of stealing my heart with every breath
I'd follow you until my very death

 © Adam Levon Brown

Happy Tidings

 Happy Tidings

You took my hand in yours that day
and promised me you'd always be with me
I promised you that I would always be faithful
and that I'd be there to catch every tear
Sitting with you in this heavenly bliss
brings me to my knees
The happiness I feel with you
makes me feel like I could conquer the world
I just want you to know that
I love you now and always

 © Adam Levon Brown

Love-Acrostic

Love- Acrostic 1

Letting go
Of past and current
Vitriol and pain and
Enveloping me in comfort

 © Adam Levon Brown

Rise

Rise


We do not fall in love.
We rise in love.
Love is not an act of falling,
but of pure ascension
Even mighty mountains fall
below us when we love and show love.
The sky becomes our kingdom
and the heavens open their pearly gates to our open heart.
Love is an emotion of purity,
not tainted by the poison
of everyday ills.
When we rise in love, we kiss
the tips of the universe,
and when we get our hearts broken,
we plummet to the deepest depths of fiery hell.
Even death is temporary while in the gaze of love.
Our universal love will ring through the ages, deafening
everything that comes in its path

 © Adam Levon Brown

Missing You

Missing You


Sitting with myself is all I can take right now
Missing you is pure agony, I find myself asking how
I ever let you get so far away from the comfort of my arms
It’s not like
I’ve ever hurt you or brought you any sorrow or harm
I wish I could hold you right now and take all of your fears away

We will be together again soon, my love
we will find a way.

 © Adam Levon Brown

Thinking

Thinking


Thinking about you is like
thinking about the stars
Both shine brighter than the sun
and both inspire me to write these poems
I long for your embrace like the trees yearn
for the falling rain and the moist earth
We will dance one day to the sounds of the birds
and like birds, our souls will fly through the universe
jumping from galaxy to galaxy declaring our love
for each other. I laugh when I think about the times
I've spent with you. Laughs of both joy and sorry.
Joy for the time spent with you, and sorrow for the times
you've been away from me. I wish only happiness for you
in your journeys away from me, and I hope strongly that
one day you will return and have amazing stories to tell me
as we sit in the comfort of our own home

 © Adam Levon Brown

Galactic Love

Galactic Love

My love for you shines like a star's light
and when it supernovas, my love for you
spreads across the universe, touching
the deepest reaches of the cosmos
It spans forever through every galaxy
The light shining on your face is symbolic
of the sun, and like the sun you are required  to keep
 me moving from day to day
Without you, I am like the moon,
a cold, desolate rock, waiting every day
for you, the sun, to shine your healing
light upon my hardened form
My time without you is like all of creation
waiting for the big bang, to live
You quench my heart's thirst
like the falling rain quenches
the trees of this planet
And like the trees without water,
my heart cannot grow without
your love

© Adam Levon Brown

When I see you

When I see you

Cherry blossoms falling on my head
Sun shining on down on me
Cool breeze blowing on my face
Feeling the warm sand between my toes
Feeling the ocean waves surround me
A gourmet buffet before my eyes
The most prestigious prize I have won
The affection of 1000 kittens
The most beautiful music I hear
These are the feelings I get when I see you
and when I realize you're truly mine

 © Adam Levon Brown

For Rachael

For Rachael


Someday when the pages of my life end,
I know that you will be one of its most
 beautiful chapters
If I ever get to write another book,
 it would be exactly the same
The only thing I would change, 
would be to include you in the very beginning.
 My favorite page was the day when I met you.
 My favorite paragraph was when you first held me in your arms.
My favorite sentence was when we kissed at the movie theater and you nuzzled against my shoulder

 My favorite word....Rachael



© Adam Levon Brown


Excerpt from the book "Cadence of Cupid"

True Love

Sweet Cherry Girl

I love you...more than the waves love the moon...and like 
the waves depend on the moon...my heart depends on your 
love to truly move....You are the most beautiful of 
angels...sent from above to guide me in my darkest of 
hours. The pain you feel, I feel as well. your joy is my joy, 
your happiness, my happiness, your sorrow, my sorrow. I 
live with the burden of knowing that you could leave me at
 any moment without the slightest of goodbyes...but I trust 
that you will not. Dance with me, sweet Cherry girl, and love all that the world has worth loving.

© Adam Levon Brown


Excerpt from the book "Cadence of Cupid"


I love

I love


I love the way you lick your lips on a chilly Autumn day
The way you sip hot cocoa in your green polka dotted pajamas
I love the way you kiss me spontaneously while I’m jotting down my poetry
The way you pull your fingers through my hair and massage my scalp
I love the way you dance in the moonlight, with no care in this troubled world
The way you sing to our kittens while they’re sleeping.
But most of all I love the way you smile
The way you laugh at all of my jokes

© Adam Levon Brown


Excerpt from the book "Cadence of Cupid"


Moon Beams

Moon Beams


I look up to the moon and I see you
I see your beauty and your radiance
The push and pull
The power of your words
The shining magnificence of your charisma
Your body has the power to move water into waves
and the power to drive people crazy
Like a full moon, you drive humans to think
and imagine great things
I see you in the moon when I look up to the sky

© Adam Levon Brown


Excerpt from the book "Cadence of Cupid"


Love Eternal

Love Eternal


I would burn in one million hell fires for all eternity
if only my lips could graze yours for one nanosecond
I would travel forever until the sun eclipsed on my eyes
if only to catch one small glimpse of your unequaled beauty
I would travel to the bottom of the sea and catch the perfect pearl
for you, if only you could feel in your heart for me what I feel in mine for you.

I would dance on the sharpest diamond blades for the rest of my life if only you answered my eternal love with one, "I love you."

 © Adam Levon Brown

Excerpt from the book "Cadence of Cupid"